Wait It Out (trigger warning… no pun intended)

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5 years ago I knew
That depressive episodes pass
I would be fine
If I could just wait it out

4 years ago I knew
That I had found the one
I would stay forever
And I could just wait it out

3 Years ago I knew
I would never act on impulse
I would be alive
If I could just wait it out

2 years ago I knew
He was seeing someone else
As I lost our babies
I had to wait it out

1 year ago I knew
I would be fine without easy access
Effort was enough
To make me wait it out

1 week ago I begged
Him not to bring it home
In a little black case
I can’t wait it out

1 day ago I cried
Wondering if he really knew
How easy he made it
Not to wait it out

Zero.

5 years ago I knewThat depressive episodes passI would be fineIf I could just wait it out 4 years ago I knewThat I had found the oneI would stay foreverAnd I could just wait it out 3 Years ago I knewI would never act on impulseI would be aliveIf I could just wait it out…

2 responses to “Wait It Out (trigger warning… no pun intended)”

  1. kounselling Avatar
    kounselling

    So sad. Sorry to read this.., and wish you well.

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    1. Samantha Hernandez Avatar
      Samantha Hernandez

      Thank you so much for the wellwishes. Getting it out in the open is cathartic. It helps. 🩵

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